Yesterday was my last day working at McFarland Clinic. It's heartbreaking and terrifying, and exciting all at the same time. I'm going from doing something that pays the bills, that satisfies my need for insurance, human adult interaction, and everyday drama, to something that I LOVE, and that I feel I'm pretty good at. Something that is rewarding, and amazing. Something that not everyone is blessed with the oppourtunity to do, stay home with your children.
I am entirely thankful for the experience I am being given. My husband is wonderful and would work 27 jobs if that's what it took to support our little family, just so I can stay home with Gwen. I will be waitressing a few nights a week at the resturant I worked at in college. Which makes me happy, I know a lot of the people that still work there, and it's always felt like home.
In the meantime, I'm slowly coming to the realization that this is acutally happening. That I'm going to be a stay at home mom, and get to spend every day with my beautiful daughter. And I couldn't be more anxious to start this new chapter of our lives.
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